Sometimes I cry, sometimes I laugh, sometimes I...hate myself, I honestly do.
I don't know why. I feel people hate me, I feel people stay away from me for some reason I can't quite understand. I just don't know why. My brain shuts down, I get violent (with myself) and I don't know what to say, do, or where to go. What did I do to deserve this? I don't understand and I never will. What went wrong? Will I ever get out?
Process has began...know it's up to me to know when to stop....
That is the truth I tell you...
